APEEH’s Blog

Again…..until now already 7 months and distance last time hear also have 3 months still be same apathy but its ok

my friend at last week ask me about you but again I cant reply to they and they ask me do me so painful I said its ok because before I already ready to it and think to it will to like this but now really anythings all be fine

I already study how to geting and how’s to give up just think to dream

dont love,dont hating,all let it but with the wind passing,

once was uses the smile to greet you,

now let it use the smile to make the perfect ending,

I dont anymore regret the regrettable too late acquaintance with you,

maybe it be right,so…..lets its as transient and ephemeral as a fleeting cloud ,

Happy birthday to me
Today is my birthday I have many friends to accompany me to cross today
I wish this year want to obtain more strong and brave 
Not anymore is cowardice and flabbiness
and hope may everything satisfactory always have the lucky matter with my separated friend
and everyday be Happy for my friend I blessing for me HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA YA YA!

The friend of mine always asking me what anything about you I always did not know how should reply Because I already lost your all news I can only use the smile back and forth should each to ask me the person When some people ask one time about you My heart must pain one time why……….

Who can teach me How should I doing You can teach me???Why do you enter my world actually to want me to compel myself to let you leave…where are you?       I already did not know how I did want to say My heart caged I not to want again to open it……..

my heart breakage how should treat I became lost I am seeking for my brand-new path but I do not know the what course to follow…..

I degenerate in the defeat  in loses regretted and crying the pledge attacks my best sharp weapon 

Human wins others’ trust by the pledge silly trust wound I all over the body

Will recover one day I anymore easily pay with believed

I to wind up in last week have drunk the beer

all pain I had already solved it

Should be the time which I buoy up

I not in depressed

 be death right from the fresh start

Leaf~will not soar wing
wing~is falls on the space leaf
Heaven~originally should not be the delusion
Was only I already forgot early
How initially to start to soar
Lonely~is a person’s revelry
Revelry~is a group of person’s loneliness
Love~The start originally is accompanies
But I also gradually forget
That time how at was people to accompany
I eat meal the travel everywhere to stop from time to time
also a person reads book write a letter oneself to talk the heart-to-heart talk
only where was the flutter to heart
Looked that myself also cannot see clearly
I thought that I not only only lose you
Leaf~will not soar wing
wing~is falls on the space leaf

nobody trust when I alone in the room Accidentally also because certain matters will shed tears
Looks like the calm person emotions restraining Will not be broken on behalf of the heart
If can meet you again What use appellation Between the lover and the friend cannot learn to act bashful
I suppose at that time brave the wisdom which bid  parting  In afterward examination oneday-by-oneday
only the discovery is the misunderstanding
I will not regret again In world further one side Does your story next page change by who writes
in world this one side I have not always changed I am duplicity you not to detection
We said well at least

If can meet you again What use appellation Between the lover and the friend cannot learn to act bashful
I suppose at that time brave the wisdom which bid  parting  In afterward examination oneday-by-oneday
only the discovery is the misunderstanding I should not think of again In world further one side
Meantime with place Whose face do you kiss in world this one side I was waiting for self transform
one people’s journey never stop But the scenery is not key on the way

In world further one side Does your story next page change by who writes
in world this one side I have not always changed I am duplicity you not to detection
We write termination well at least I would to understand In some one day

Good morning　yesterday     You wake up and time has slipped away
And suddenly it’s hard to find     The memories you left behind
Remember　do you remember

The laughter and the tears     The shadows of misty yesteryears
All the good times and the bad you’ve seen    And all the others in between
Remember　do you remember   The times of your life

Reach back for the joy and the sorrow     Put them away in your mind
The mem’ries are time that you borrow     To spend when you get to tomorrow

Here comes the saddest part
The seasons are passing one by one
So gather moments while you may    Collect the dreams you dream today
Remember　will you remember     The times of your life

Gather moments while you may     Collect the dreams you dream today
Remember　will you remember     The times of your life
Of your life Of your life

Do you remember　baby   Do you remember the times of your life
Do you remember　baby   Do you remember the times of your life